ELECTRO CARDIOGRAM
July 2nd, 2009I just had my Electro cardiogram wish me luck
I just had my Electro cardiogram wish me luck
just livin guys revisin words learnin to breath
I will be relaxing the rest of the month. now if I can just get some sleep now, this has become problem for me I can’t lay in bed anymore I don’t know why I must be messed up somehow. whatever it is I hope its not permenant.
MY NOVEL ALONE IS NOW COMPLETE AS OF TODAY 11:59 PM 4/27 2009
Patton Oswalt has a bit on the process of writing and the things you go through when yu doubt yourself. butthe thing is i hope my novel isn’t the equiviliant to Death Bed The Bed That Eats People
Have you ever been so close to the end of something and you need it to be over and its right there but everything else in your way? well that is where i am right now. something so simple is now rocket science
I pound away at the keys and the words eek by and I’m still not done. the end is right over there and I get closer inch by fucking inch and yet its still not close enough. I’m sending out query’s and yet I get one rejection
I sleep I hallucinate I hibernate and on the verge of talking to little green men. its begining to make since to me now. I am ancient parched dried up and I’m still trying to keep it together. some may call it hanging by a thread but maybe its not half bad when the sun creeps through the window for five minutes.